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I have to revamp (HAHA) everything on this rpg now.

New hyena leader.

New werewolf leader. (I’m finally killing off Rafe, something I’ve wanted to do for about four years)

New BETA werewolf.

Uhm, well, a gaping hole in the werewolf community at large.

But I think it’s fixable. 

I mean, this fucking thing survived Wren fucking off about seven… nine? NINE years ago, it can survive this.

New Discordia, you are my bb, come here let me hold you whilst you breed monsters.

Yeah, I hope every part of that that I had anything to do with is completely deleted. Sucks that I lost ten years of something I enjoyed, but what can you do?

Sucks more that I lost the friendship of just a bit longer than that but I guess I just wasn’t communicating what I wanted to say the right way.

I was trying to apologize for dragging someone down in the middle of a storm of shit I couldn’t control, I just couldn’t apologize for the shit storm.

If being angry makes you feel better that’s fine. I will regret the end of all the things we did and created together, but I can’t be angry at you for getting your stuff in order even if it means pushing me out of it.

We can all play this game…

I asked you a few honest and concerned questions about our friendship. Told you I was sorry for all the shit you had been going through and that I wished I had been there for you. I wasn’t asking for you to be anything for me other than to tell me that we were still friends after eleven years.

Instead of telling me how you felt, you get on Tumblr and tell all your followers. Why is it so hard to just say ‘Hey Ana, don’t want to talk about this right now?’ Because I wouldve accepted that.

But no. That’s fine. I love you. I really do. I don’t think you know how much. But this time for my sanity I’m going to be the one to back off.

If you want me or need me, you know where to find me. I’ll be here when you really think you can actually talk to me, not about me.

A double candle centerpiece I made for the holiday open house.  Roses, mums, purple statice, leather leaf and pittosporum. I love, love, love those big mums.

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A double candle centerpiece I made for the holiday open house. Red and white carnations, white mums, leather leaf, flat leland pine. The bow was made by putting single and double loops on separate wire picks.

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Cornucopia again. Red roses, two different mums, purple statice, and pittosporum.

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A single candle centerpiece I made for the holiday open house we had at work. Red and white carnations, white mums, leather leaf and flat leland pine. Gold wire twisted into spirals.

A single candle centerpiece I made for the holiday open house we had at work. Red and white carnations, white mums, leather leaf and flat leland pine. Gold wire twisted into spirals.

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Another set of roses I couldn’t pass up without making something with them. Added some soft pink mini carnation, solidago and leather leaf. The bow was made by making several single and double loops on separate wired picks and placing them in the arrangement. This one also sold quickly.

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Simple arrangement. Was pulling bouquets to mark down when I saw these roses. Typically when they are that open we reduce their price. But they were so pretty and reminded me of a bridal bouquet. But them in a sweetheart vase with two stem of salal leaves to mimic their own greenery and tied with a simple bow. This baby only sat in my display case for 15 minutes after I made it before it sold.

Simple arrangement. Was pulling bouquets to mark down when I saw these roses. Typically when they are that open we reduce their price. But they were so pretty and reminded me of a bridal bouquet. But them in a sweetheart vase with two stem of salal leaves to mimic their own greenery and tied with a simple bow. This baby only sat in my display case for 15 minutes after I made it before it sold.

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Another cornucopia. From a Harvest Sun bouquet we got in. Sunflowers, seeded eucalyptus dyed red, solidago, two stems of white stock, leather leaf and purple statice. Some curly wood ‘ting ting’ as they call it and two fall picks, both with fake gourds on them.

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Another attempt at cornucopias. Red carnations, both mini and regular. Orange spray roses, purple statice. The name of the small purple flower has escaped my mind at the moment.  Leather leaf and eucalyptus.

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